Author: barbward

Someone raised this suggestion on Twitter the other day. The tweet nudged people to take out their tarot deck and ask it this question ” How far along am I on my soul contract?”. So, of course, I got excited to do it.

First, let me explain what a soul contract is. ” A soul contract is a non-physical agreement made on the soul level of you consciousness. You create them most often with members of you soul family and soul group before you incarnate into your a new body, and they can detail all kinds of aspects about your life.” Google.com

I strongly believe in re-incarnations and your soul’s progression and evolvement. The term twin flame and/ or soul mate is used quite frequently these days but I have issues with this and believe more in the soul family, soul group. These are souls that you shared several incarnations with and you meet them throughout your life time. These are the people who you feel a strong connection with and are often the people upon first connection with them that you think to yourself. ” This person feels so familiar to me.”

So, let’s get on with my reading, shall we?

Left card- 10 of Fire ( Wands) – Fire is a suit of Intention into action.: The energy of intention and inspired action creates life as Spirit works through us.

Burning away, releasing the excess, ending , clearing away for new beginnings.

Notice the pieces of paper being set on fire and encircling this women. It gives me a strong impression of contracts or agreements that may no longer serve her and she’s letting go, releasing them so to make room for new things.

Middle Card-World – Perspective

I am being called forward to change my perspective at this time in my life now. When I remember that first and foremost I am a immortal soul, experiencing life as a human being,. I have no fear. I can see clearly now I am a powerful co-creator in a divine partnership with Spirit , remaining unattached to outcomes, I am a conduit for miracle.

Right Card- 2 of Fire ( Wands)

Creative planning for the future, mapping progress, trusting in the unknown, Spirit inspired ambition.

This card speaks to me of moving on, gaining a higher perspective and trusting that I am being guided by Spirit to lead me intuitively towards new things , experiences and seeing things in a whole new light and way. I am divinely inspired.

So, I am in the process of change in my soul’s contract. I am letting go of old contracts so that I can move on to new ones.

And so it goes.

This reading is on my own personal soul contract but there may be messages for you. Perhaps this gives you a nudge to do your own tarot reading on the subject. I hope it inspires you to do so.

Card/ Animal- Badger Spirit- Be fearless and bold.

Message: ” Badge spirit rejoices at your persistence and what is true for you. Whatever you seek, your tenacity and faith in your partnership with Spirit is paying off, and ad the results will soon coalesce into form in your world. The gift of Badger spirit is the surety that taking a risk now and being courageous, fearless an bold will yield wonderful rewards. This is the time to harness your will and apply it consistently to the pursuit of your dreams…. ”

Numerology of Number 4: represents conscientiousness, strength, responsibility , stability. Masculine earthy deep-rooted energy.

Intuitive Notes from Me: Badger showed up last week while pulling a card from this deck by then so did Butterfly which I posted on. Sure enough, just like it’s persistent spirit, Badger showed up again demanding attention. I’ve had some issues not so much with persistence but taking risks in my life and being bold. Guess that’s something that I need to work on- having faith in myself and my partnership with Spirit. Time for me to apply this in pursuit of my dreams. I don’t need saving. I can save myself and take charge of my life.

And so it is.

Whoever reads this post, this message is also intended for you. Be bold.

Card- Archangel Dorenka

Hone your psychic abilities. See through illusions.

Message: ” This card guides you to open up to your psychic abilities that are latent within you. To do this, expand your right brain by listening to your intuition and trusting your inner guidance. Practice choosing with your heart rather than your left brain. Focus on your throat chakra , your spiritual centre of truth , and visualize a upward-pointing triangle within it. This opens it up to allow Archangel Dorenka and Archangel Michael to pour sacred geometric codes into it. Be aware of those angel sonics and know that your psychic abilities are being honed.

Choosing this card reminds you metaphorically that you can fly. So expand your vision and focus on your wildest dreams. You have untapped gifs and abilities and” are being invited to bring them forward, safe in the knowledge that all the support you need is available to you. “

Intuitive Notes from Me: My intuitive and psychic abilities come in ebbs and flows. It definitely have everything to do with my personal energy. It also have to do with my confidence in these abilities. Sometimes I hit the mark. Other times, I miss. This is reminder to me to work on my energy and remember to center myself in meditation everyday. I will work with my throat chakra as is suggested . I am ready to expand my abilities and see things from a high perspective.

And so it is.

This post is also intended for anyone who reads it. You have the capabilities. Trust in them.

Angels have always been around me all my life. I may not always been aware of them but, nonetheless, they were there. I’ve always had the sense that someone/ something was protecting and guiding me but I wasn’t sure who/ what. My mom always gave me angel gifts and then later other people would. I could never understand why. Perhaps they knew more than I did?

It wasn’t until I started attending the psychic chat rooms in AOL ( remember them?) and connecting with Sylvia Browne and Doreen Virtue that I really began to make a conscious connection to angels. When I did, I would find dimes crossing my path. I didn’t know what that meant until I started to research it and verified that it was a sign of angels. Then, I started seeing the number 44/ 444 and also verified that it was the sign of Angels. They were letting me know that they were present in my life. So, I began to verbally call on them and could feel their presence. Feathers would also appear in the most unexpected of places.

Then, the miracles started happening. The first was when I got into a car accident. I was stopped at a two way stop. There was another car that was stopped as well. I tried in vain to make eye contact and signal to the driver to proceed but she never acknowledged me. She has her head down looking at something on her lap. I waited for her to proceed through the stop sign but she didn’t. I started through the stop but the other driver did as well. She clipped me in the rear of the car and my car started to spin and veer off onto a sidewalk. Unfortunately, there was a great big tree there and my car was headed directly towards it. I was about to crash into it and I remember calling out ” God help me” and then I could feel a presence sitting next to me and could hear them say ” Turn your steering wheel to the left”. I did and I narrowly escaped hitting the tree head on. My car has some damage but I was able to drive it home. God had sent me help truly- he sent his helper- an Angel.

Then, came the horrific day- 9/11 . Proceeding this day, I met up with my brother who was in town for the weekend visiting my parents. He called me up to ask me out to lunch. It was rare thing for him to do. There was definitely a distance and disconnect between us. At the time, I was working for Sears but we met up for my lunch break. We had a nice chat and he informed me that he was going to New York for some meetings during the week. We finished our lunch and said our goodbyes. The weekend ended and I was back into my usual routine with my sons. The day of 9/11 arrived. I took my two older sons to school and then dropped off my youngest son at his school. As I was driving home listening to the radio the news of what was happening in New York was breaking. At first, I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. Was it a hoax? I got home and turned on the tv. I began to see the horror of it all and I watched as a plane hit the first tower and then the second. I remember asking the Angels to surround, guide and protect the people inside those towers . I was glued to the tv most of the day. I remember being worried about my sons but received the messages to pick them up from school. When everyone was home safe and sound, I remember breathing a sigh of relief. I tried to comfort them and keep them busy throughout the day. Then, the phone call came from Mom. What I didn’t know was that my brother was attending a meeting in the second tower and nobody had heard from him. I remember this feeling of calmness flowing through me and I just knew that he was safe. Sure enough, the call came that verified that. He , against what he was being directed to do, climbed down all those steps of the building and narrowly escaped the collapse of the second tower. He told me that he had the sense that he was guided that day. Of course, it was Angels and I could sense that they were there that fateful day.

There were many other incidents in my life where I sensed the presence of Angels since then. One particular incident stands out in my head. My son, who has Epilepsy, began to lose muscle tone and physical function throughout those intervening years. He had trouble walking and retaining balance while standing. He began to need assistance so we walked behind him holding him up by the waist. One day, after dropping off my middle son at school, we got home and he was especially wobbly getting out of the car. I really had to grip him by the waist to hold him up. There’s 3 concrete steps to climb up to get into our front door. We made it up two steps but I could feel him losing all balance and he leaned heavily into me. I couldn’t maintain balance and I began to feel us falling down the steps together. I made sure he was cushioned by my body. It was then that I felt a presence cushioning both of us and it felt that we were floating in air on the way down. We landed softly but miraculously neither of us were hurt. It was a hard fall for sure which could have resulted in serious injuries yet we were unharmed. We were safe. Again, I had Angels to thank for that.

So, I know that Angels surround me, guide and protect me now. I just know. I don’t doubt. Ten years ago, I , who was never one to imagine myself with a tattoo, got mine. I wanted an Angel on my shoulder with a butterfly tattoo on hers. It’s a fantasy design of sorts. It’s a reminder of my gratitude and acknowledgement of Angels in my life.

And so it goes.

I had a vision the other night of 3 tarot cards whose background color was an Indigo blue and the graphics popped out of the cards. This isn’t the first time I’ve had visions of tarot and oracle decks. I saw the Tower card accompanied by two positive cards which I really couldn’t see or remember but sensed that they were giving a positive message despite The Tower’s appearance. So, I did a little background check and looked into the positive meaning of The Tower card. This is what I found: ” Yes, the tower card not only represents chaos and abrupt disaster, but it can also mean, powerful, personal revelations, standing against chaos, radical transformation and the fear of it.” from vekkesind.com

Well, I have been seeing a lot of signs and messages lately of personal transformation in myself and I’ve been also tweeting the last couple of days messages about strength, believing in your power and becoming your own hero in life so no wonder the Tower cards is appearing for me in vision.

Side Note: I found this Constellation deck online and purchased it even though it was a bit pricey ( not disgustingly pricey) and knew I had to get my hands on this deck.

When the message appears, it is up to you to pay attention.

I’ll add more on this post if anything further develops and also tell you how I like the deck. Stay tuned.

Butterfly Spirit- Transformation is beautiful.

Joy and beautiful lightness of being alive and creative in the world is the focus when Butterfly Spirit flutters before you. Transformation is inevitable as you grow into your most empowered self. Indeed you will go through uncomfortable stages as you go forms of your life that no longer fit the new you. Even relationships must go through shifts to match your new emerging self. If you focus on the beauty and not the challenges ; stop taking yourself too seriously ; and choose to be playful, loving and joyous, you will soon know the miracle your soul wants to experience through you. Today is a day for joy , so alight. Look around and see the beauty that is everywhere and in everyone , including you.

Numerology : Card # 11- 11 is a Master number.

Numerology meaning for 11: is an intuitive and spiritual number with charisma. The deep down basic essence of the numerology of 11 is highly developed intuition. It represents attributes of empathy, responsibility, sensitivity , mature thinking and intelligence.

Intuitive Notes from Me: Oh, the joy of seeing the butterfly flutter and alight around you. Everything negative is forgotten when we just simply be around the beautiful. Butterfly brings with it a lightness of spirit. The impossible can be seen as possible. Challenges can be overcome. Life is a series of transformations to reach to the ultimate of your soul evolvement and progression. Isn’t that the essence of what each lifetime is all about?

Be joyful. Be beautiful. Be love.

Anyone who reads this post, this message is also intended for you.

Card- Archangel Aurora- Welcome new beginnings. Let the sun shine in your life.

Archangel Aurora is the twin flame of Archangel Uriel, the peace angel. She radiates golden rose light and spread peace by enfolding you gently in the rosy glow of hope and wisdom.

Guidance: “Choosing this card suggests that something new is about to awaken in you. A light may switch on in your mind regarding an aspect in your life or future. You may suddenly see new possibilities or wake up to a potential in a person or subject. It’s time for an old attitude or situation to drop away and be replaced by a moment of happiness and light. “

Angel of Learning- ” Your Angel of Learning will guide you in the right direction to assist you in finding the right teacher or the right course to study to enhance your learning experience. She will be of assistance to you when you need to retain all the new knowledge you will receive through this process.”

Affirmation: Knowledge is ageless and gives me intellectual power. My Angel of Learning is guiding me in the right direction to learn what is important for my spiritual growth.

Angel of Dreams: You have received this card because the Angel of Dreams has heard your prayer about receiving assistance your dreams into reality. The Angel of Dreams is a very powerful Angel and she is very knowledgeable when it comes to manifesting your dreams. Trust, believe, surrender your dreams so that the Angel of Dreams can take care of the rest.

Affirmation: I believe that dreams do come true. I allows the assistance of The Angel of Dreams into my life to help me set my dreams manifest into reality.

Numerology: Both Guardian Angels cards number add to 1. The message of meaning of number 1 is: the root of opportunity . It is the symbol of confidence, power and action. Number 1 points to new beginnings.

Intuitive Notes from Me: All signs point to new beginnings, new opportunities, new knowledge, new growth, new potentials. It is never to late to shed old beliefs and store old knowledge to make room for new. It is time to believe in the power of our (day) dreams to manifest into reality in our lives. Are you ready for it? I know I am.

Whoever reads this post, this message is also intended for you as well.

Are you ready for new beginnings? Open up and embrace them.

I’ve was contemplating about how to resolve differences in relationships and how to work on compromise in order to keep the relationship healthy. So I took it to the Angels and this was their response.

Archangel Amethyst- Purify your life with love. Prepare for something better.

Archangel Amethyst is the twin flame with Archangel Zadkiel and carries the Divine Feminine Energy. She tempers Zadkiel’s light with the pink of love and soft white , and she heals as she transmutes lower energy.

Message: ” Drawing this card suggests you are ready for an ascension leap . However, you must first transmute any vibrations that no longer serve you , so you being asked to examine your life. Is anything holding you back ? Do you feel stuck in any particular area? Is your work ( love relationship) satisfying your or is it time to make a change? Do you need to release an old belief ? ” Where are you stuck and how do you join forces to get what you both want? Can you compromise and blend desires? Can you elevate them?

Two cards were stuck together when I pulled from the deck.

First Card (Left)- Like Attracts Like- If you are longing for more love in your life, you need to be more loving.

Second Card ( Right)- Consider Your Foundation- You are being asked to look at how committed you are to love.

Notes from me: I intuit from these cards that relationships in love are challenging at times. Are the challenges too hard to be handled? Is there enough love and commitment to work together through them and both be satisfied with the results? Are your vibrations in sync with your partner? If not, how can you work together to get them in sync? Or, and this is a tough realization, has your time together reached it’s conclusion and perhaps it’s time to let go, release and move on? Sometime, we are tested by a life challenge that will be a test to just how strong your commitment is. If it isn’t, it will fall apart for sure.

I do strongly believe in lifetime loves but , for me, it is a rare find indeed. If you have that in your life, I applaud you and am thrilled for you.. For the most time and for most people, people and relationships of any kind join and are forged for a reason and/ or a season. So if you’re not getting what you want or your differences are too great to ever be mended, then, it’s time to let go and release in order to move on to another connections.

May love find a home in you and may you find a home in another.

After insight: You know, maybe we should enter into all romantic relationships with the thought that it is short-term and then go from there with no expectations of long-term commitment. If the heat, magnetism and sincere desire to get to know someone inside and out , go for it. Let i evolve / dissolve on it’s on accord.

Whoever opens this post and reads it, this message is intended for you as well.

And so it is!

Card- Starfish Spirit- Open to Infinite Possibilities

Message: ” When cynicism says not, Starfish says yes a thousand times over. Are you willing to entertain new possibilities? Are you limiting your goals to be realistic, and cutting off the power of dreaming big? Let go of your rigid beliefs of what is possible for you , and let the Starfish Spirit inspire you to open your heart and eyes to what Spirit has available to you. Now is the time to stretch from the familiar and unfurl yourself , for you are meant for more than your are imagining for yourself . Spirit wants what is best for you and will support you in any intention you hold dear.”

Numerology( Angel ) Meaning for 5 : 5+9=14 1+4=5

Number 5 resonates with personal freedom, Individualism, versatility , progress, experience, sensuality, courage, opportunity, and imagination. Number 5 is a symbol of balance.

Notes from Me Well, I’m excited to see this. Open yourself to the possibilities and don’t take no as an answer. Open your heart to the infinite possibilities . Stretch beyond. Set your intentions and go for it. So be it.

Whoever opens and reads this post, this message is also intended for you.

Today, I was nudged to pull one card from the Archangel Oracle deck and then one card to accompany that message from the Angel Guide Oracle deck by Kyle Gray.

First, the Card from the Archangel deck

Card is : Guardian Angel- Love yourself unconditionally. Ask for help.

Message: ” Your guardian angel is your own personal angel who has been with you your entire lifetimes. It is always with you, and the more you need it, it is closer to you . It holds the divine blueprint of your life and is constantly whispering advise on the best way forward. It loves you unconditionally, never judges you, and is always ready to help even if you ignore it’s promptings.

This card is here to remind you that you are loved unconditionally. When you remember that, self-worth, self-esteem and confidence increase. You will feel more happier and harmonious, and you will view the outside world with eyes of love. “

What accompanies this message?

Card: Ask and Receive

Message: ” Ask and you shall receive. Your angel guide wants you to know that helps is available. You are being asked to shift your perceptions and recognize that even in the most difficult of circumstances, a miracle is possible.

You may feel that your prayers aren’t being heard but that’s not the case. Angels have heard you and are asking you to take time to access where in your work or relationships you may be creating barriers to your success. When you are open to seeing and doing things differently, you will experience the answers and miracles you need. You are being ask to pray from the space of gratitude now. When you focus on what your are grateful for, you align your energy with the miraculous. “

Side Note: There’s a prayer inside this box that holds these cards. It is:

Thank you, Angels, for reminding me of our presence and for revealing to me what I need to know. I am willing to listen and receive.

And so it is:

Notes from me: I was doing a meditations earlier on inner peace and asking Divine if I could remove the self-doubt that often plagues me so these messages today are extremely timely to me and an answer to my prayers. There are many times in my life where I feel abandoned and alone. When these times occur, I must stop and remind myself that my Guardian Angel is always there loving me unconditionally, never judging me and always willing to assist me in whatever I want or need in my life. All I have to do is ask and I shall receive in whatever way the Universe brings it to me. Yes, miracles do exist. I am a witness to miracles in my life. I am grateful for all.

Whoever opens this up and reads this post, this message is also intended for you.

Remember, angels surround you and always assisting you and supporting you in your lifetime endeavors.

And so it is.