I'm a woman who loves to write to express all that she's feeling and things about which she is passionate. I write when I'm inspired. Love is usually my biggest inspiration.
A few nights ago, I woke up suddenly, looked at the clock and it was 4:11. I know when experiences happen like this to make me notice numbers, I look up their meaning. It’s a sign- a message from our heavenly helpers.
I’ve been going through this transition lately in my life. I’m finally accepting that I am now in my Senior years. I am trying to re-adjust my sails, take things more slowly, be more cautious and mindful.
Here’s the symbolism of the number 411.
So, now is my chapter in life to not so much experience things and learn from them as to share my core wisdom that I’ve accumulated through my personal life experiences. I need to connect more and lend my listening ear. I need to show that I care. So much of my life I’ve had to learn things on my own and there were many, many times that I felt so alone. Nobody seemed to want to listen to me, respect my opinion or be that soft place to fall. I was taught at an early age to not cry and if I had to cry go somewhere else to do it. I remember so vividly as a child sitting in my bedroom with the door shut and crying. All I longed for was to have someone to hold me and make me feel safe and loved. I never want anyone to feel that they don’t matter or that they don’t have a shoulder to cry on.
So, yes, this is my time in life to show the world that I care, have compassion and to be that soft place to fall if needed.
Traits of Pisces Sun- Deeply intuitive, highly empathic, fiercely creative
Traits of a Gemini Moon- Curious, witty, adaptible, intellectually processing
Signs of Element’s Traits
Water Traits- Deep emotions, strong intuition and high empathy
Air Traits- Thinker, communicators and social minds
Numerology Symbolism
2/22- Attitude -6
2/22/2002- 2+2+2+2=2= 10/1- Life Path
6 Attitude- Unconditionally loving, harmonious, and nurturing
1 Life Path- Independent, Leader and raw, creative power
This information kind of knocked my socks off especially in the numerology department. Compatible numbers very much so.
Astrologically, as you can see, Drew and Melody flip element signs . Drew is Air sun and water moon. Melody is a Water Sun and a Air moon. Duality and they are like opposite sides of the same coin which means they compliment each other very well. I hope you found this information as interesting as I did.
So many different kinds of animals in the animal kingdom and I love to discover one that I’ve never seen or knew about.
Hope you enjoyed discovering this animal with me. Remember, if you discover, see or hear an animal along you daily path, they have a message for you. Be open to their wisdom.
Situation – The Moon- Lots of things are not as they seem. Uncertainty, Murky. Moody
Crossing- The Magician- making things manifest and happen. Seeing through the uncertainty
Foundation- The Devil- In this particular reading, I’m sensing that in lieu of addictions which this card symbolizes I’m hearing “Risk taker” . Drew loves and thrives by taking risks which may not always play out positively but taking them anyway. He flies by the seat of his pants.
Past- King of Wands- I’m sensing that this is Rick Devens. I think Drew used Devens as his shield but now he must move on from that. Devens is an Aries so the wands is his suit- a fire sign. Loosen up your connection to Devens, Drew, if you wish to succeed.
Present- 3 of Cups – Celebration, emotional support, community, friendship and joy
I’m sensing this card represents Drew, Barrett and Melody- their bond is strong. Although they have large differences in opinion on game play, their friendship will remain. This can also represent connections and bonds. Allies vs opponents – aquaintances vs true connections
Future- 6 of Wands- Victory, success.
I think this card says it all. Perhaps a BB Win or mayhaps a life long bond? Who’s to say? Mayhaps, both?
The person in this reading- Knight of Swords
This is Drews indentifier card currently. He is an adult but still not fully formed mentally so in lieu of King- Knight. He’s an Aquarian. Swords is his suit ruled by Air as his element. He knows that he leads from his head (air) wherever it takes him but his moon is in Cancer so he also leads by his heart. Loyalty is his game play and he sticks to his allies no matter what game wise. Drew also leads by his heart at times. He’s emotional but he can pretty much govern where his lead nudges him to. He has that balanced. He has that awareness.
Enviromental Surrounding the situation- Page of Pentacles
The 750k prize is up for grabs. Pentacles represents money
Hopes and Fears- Ace of Pentacles
750 k can do alot for people. It can change their life. It can give them freedom to pursue their dream BUT money can also make things sticky. It a choice. You can use the money for good or you can blow the money on excesses.
Outcome- 4 of Swords
Let’s face it. This game can leave you exhausted and overwhelmed. Perhaps a pause is in order. Take a rest. Don’t make any sudden decisions. Reflect then proceed. This could also represent ” nest egg” or ” back to the nest” . It has the red string which can represent the ” red string theory which can be his soul family/ tribe. It also has a heart which represents love in all it’s many various and wonderful forms.
Remember, energy ebbs and flows. What is present, one day will not be the same the other. Whatever will be, shall be. Always lead your life with love. Love always wins. It’s better to love and lose then never love at all. Take the chance.
Bottom of the deck card: The Hierophant (5) Long range future
Tradition, a lesson, spiritual guru or enlightenment guide, awakening in service of Spirit, formal education or training, new paradigms
Does Drew have a spiritual calling? Hmm? Some Aquarians answer to higher calling to service. They are born humanitarians in search of their call to serve. Who knows? As he said, he is lover not a fighter. He does have a gentle and tender way about him. You just have to look behind the game and see it.
Updated: 10/8/26- I could really see Drew as a Activities Director for a Assisted Living/ over 50’s community. His zest for life is truly contagious and that’s just what Seniors need for thriving. Just a thought. I keep on being nudged to post this.
from ew.com
Update: 9/12/26
I was nudged and give a hint that the Sea Lion is one of Drew’s animal spirits. Here’s the spiritual message for the Sea Lion:
I also forgot to mention that while doing this reading, the message I was hearing was ” They are two sides of the same coin” in reference to his connection with Melody but I also feel that Drew, himself, has two sides to the same coin.
Updated 9.14.26 : Wow! How ’bout that Veto win for Drew. When his back is up against the wall, he shines. The word that I would use for him is:
I am extremely gobsmacked by the way that Drew has handled himself in the game and this veto win.
Here’s some Drew chat from Jokers that I’d like to share. He’s an impressive young man. Hope I get to connect with him in real life.
Shine your light always, Drew. Love will help you find your way. Trust and be open to the flow of the Universe.
I had a dream last night which was detailed and kind of frightening for me. I won’t go into all of the details but I will talk about the animals that visited me during the dream and their spiritual symbolism.
First, I was in my home and a blackbird walked in. They gained entry by a door that was left ajar.
Common Blackbird with a broken beak
The bird eventually left my home ( flew the coup) but left behind a beautiful black feather. I picked it up and held it in my hand.
Lastly, the tiger entered the dream. He was caught in a plastic bag and was trying to get out. I wanted to help the tiger but I knew I would overpower me. I called for help.
So, all in all, this dream had an overall good message . I should let go of fear and be open to whatever life has to offer especially my own spiritual and intuitive calling. Admire it’s beauty and never be too afraid to ask for help if you need it.
Dream big and dream often. Welcome your dreams and always look for it’s symbolism and meaning/ purpose.
I’ve had a intuitive experience that I wanted to share with you. A few weeks ago, I had a song that kept on playing inside my head- an ear worm. I could only remember the lyrics ” Peace, peace, peace. Joy, joy, joy.” I remembered that it was song that I heard on one of the Hallmark movies but which one? I was stumped.
I wanted to look up the lyrics to hear the rest of the song but I didn’t have much to go by. Fast forward to Monday night when I had a dream of Tyler Hynes- actor on many Hallmark films. The next morning I began to look for a Tyler movie to watch. That’s how I role- I dream about an actor and then it prompts me to watch a movie of theirs. Besides, I missed seeing him on screen lately.
This is the movie I chose to watch from all of his movies.
Guess what? That’s the movie I first heard the song from. The song is ” Peace, Joy, Love” – Haley and Michaels, Jim Brickman, Mat and Savanna Shaw lyrics. Moral of the story- always follow the leads that your inner voice is telling you. They will take you to where you want to be. The lyrics are so beautiful so look them up if you care to. They meant so much to me when I read them. The song is on Youtube as well.
This morning I woke up to the digits 444 on the clock , smiled knowing it’s the sign of the angels and went back to sleep. 444 angel symbolism is a powerful sign of protection, encouragement and stability, indicating that you are being guided by the universe, and are on the right path. Awesome!
After I went quickly back to sleep, I had a dream of me in a house catching two black birds in my hand, walking down the steps , opening the front door and releasing the birds giving them their freedom to fly away. I was thinking in my dream that although I love bird watching, I am afraid of handling birds. Birds are skitterish to me and thus make me feel that way. I braved the fear and let it go.
With all of the above information that I searched online, I have an insight that the blackbirds symbolize my parents sending me a message that they are looking out for me. They are also sending a message that I must let go of my fear and set myself free to live my life one day at a time.
It’s always amazing to me that I still find animals that I’m unfamiliar with. Of course, I know about deers especially since I vacationed in the Pocono Moutains in Pennsylvania. but Roe deers are a different specie that I was not familiar with. Here’s what I found:
From bing.com
Deers symbolize a wide arrange of qualities including grace, gentleness, purity and intuition. They are often seen as spiritual messengers connecting the natural to supernatural worlds. Additional, deer can also represent sensitivity, harmony, creativity, and the cycle between renewal and growth due to it’s antlers. From: google.com
So, if any animal draws your attention, take notice, research and listen intently and intuitively for the message it has for you.
